sorry i never ever will tell anyone my true secrets

thats why i went mad and isane because where can you speak or talk with the whole bloody world knowing thats why i find the eye and ear always miserable and will anyone ever leave them no or me it seems

i wish we did not live with such stressfull bull shit all the time because it is and its even worse if you have a disability like mine communication and pyhisical problems

the miserable age of the dead of the right to privacy anywhere anytime anywhere in the world thats all most this crap is sorry thats why there alway so good its just who do trust none of em ever sorry and good bye its all crap

cheers thanks to my secret friends and good bye

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i aint interested in smoking any more

it is just how to give up and how do i or all i do is smoke tobacco i could eat better which i am trying to do

yeah i will keep going as i am up the doctors because of bastard smoking

i am so glad i gave somethings up  i did with them so now tobacco

i wish i could escape the same ideas going around for infinity has anyone ever got anything new to say i look forward to when they do cheers

i a mad fool trying to make the best of a bad hand cheers

its cool malonie

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i feel like i see a truth of all history

all that matters is what i do and i will  going up the doctors for quite some time

never give up trying new things or ideas because well sometimes they are golden and good

me its all cool thanks to everyone for everything i just hope here in england we can solve our problems its cool

i will be on it with cleaning up and trying to no smoke and well doing some good magic

i also a pychotic lunatic because i am very ill

thanks for my medication it does really help and well at the moment im lucky

the things i have are pretty good im just trying to get relief and i am some of the time

things are worrying got to keep at with my special books

smoking sucks it is just terrible for me trying to stop

as always be careful what you say and do to people cheers

malonie long may i be lucky well see

i wonder what the approach is to same old problem and how do we go about

i hope i can get better with money and well go to special place some day

me im learning to do what i can with what i have and its difficult

cheers malonie

these days you never know whos listening or watching anywhere cheers have a good day

i hope we get better  i dont know why i feel things are going to get  a hell of lot worse before they get better


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me i wish i could be alone and i never am

and it is always depressing in a lot of sorry it is when you have what

some people might feel the same

yeah i know i need people i wish i could run off in  to a jungle and never deal with another human being ever again because well i do

il be alright when i can get what i want sorted

people they are everything and nothing but crap in a way

people cant live with cant live without sad but true

its all cool

i just need to go to a special place and il be alright when i get there

man my illness is hard

if you know what real leprosy is like and not being to talk properly you might understand and there never is any cure sorry i tried i everyone

thanks good night and good luck

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hi got some magic on the go

love it magic rocks and always will be careful because it can tragic and lethal

guess again i reckon got to sort out some things but as always times a massive problem

much like transport

il be fine just need to take care and i am when i can

it is hard coping with illness like mine you ll only understand it if it happens to you which i hope it never does

still i will do what i can with what have which is not much because im very ill

stiill my medication helps but with some people what ever i say or do is problem and wrong

and its difficult dealing with them especially with disabilty like mine

but so what the truth will always present its self or will good luck the with eye the lie and the spy its always crap

cheers malonie

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sorry about my crap i need to learn respect

thanks im a magic collector and can say nothing about what i know

I will do what can with my ibm memebership and do my best to adhere to rules

im trying to get better im really crazy and ill but im doing my best thanks  everyone

i need to have better respect and watch i say have fun

thats to and thank you to   those that are my true friends cheersi hate my illness its cool and all good fun thanks dad i love you

its cool

my writing is awful

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isnt it funny the tory whos gory with same crap storys hope not with anymoor

its a one balonie and phoney same old different day stuff  or is it

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